Dreamer

I'm a big dreamer. Both nighttime and daytime. I've got used to the fact that I have lucid dreams when I have PMS. But I'm starting to have more lucid dreams whatever point of my cycle I'm in. This week there have been a couple of very lucid ones - you know, the type when you wake up either hoping it has happened. Or terrified it might have.

Wednesday evening I was reading various blogs about breastfeeding (nothing sinister, they just happened to be the themes of the blogs I was reading), so obviously dreamt about that. Only, I'd had a baby girl (called Grace) and I was being shown how to feed her whilst wearing a sari (I guess because the post I'd been reading was from an Indian woman, plus there's the whole 'do I go back to India' thing looming on my mind again). That was the wake up and be thankful there's no baby dream.

Friday night I dreamt about a guy I like(d) (for those of you who've been following me for a while, CB are the initials). Anyway, I'd thought I was over him. Well, OK, I know I've not got rid completely of the feelings - I like him, we're good 'friends' (on his terms) and spend a significant amount of time together - but didn't realise that after talking about him at work on Friday (relating to the whole him giving me guitar lessons issue) he was going to pop up in my dreams. And hold my hand. And kiss me. In my dreams. That was a 'darn it, that DIDN'T happen?' dream. And then he rang yesterday! I do hate it when he does that. He used to pop up online when I thought I was over him. And he never rings for 'nice' stuff (I told him off about that) - just to ask me to do something for him. That said, I'm not as obsessed about him as I was. And that's a very good thing.